Time just has a way of flying by..I started making cards for some special people, then Blizzy died, the business got crazy and I lost my mind (what little I had left) so friends BD's got forgotten and special St Pats day wishes did not go out in time...such is my life.
I've promised myself I'd stop agonizing over the little things I just don't seem to fit into my life and start dwelling on all that I DO manage to fit into my life...but Friends and special wishes are very important to me, so I can't help but feel bad when I don't get all that I'd like to...done.
I know there are people who use the phrase "I think of you often", as just something to say...but I can honestly say that during the day, even while I am busy, people float in and out of my mind...Some of my Lizzies (they have no idea how much I miss them), special friends whose lives also seem to have gotten WAY too busy and very special friends That I seldom see any more but truly think of almost every day. I sit in a room full of reminders. As some of you know I find it difficult to dispose of things I deem precious...little things sent to me by friends...pin's, magnets, bits of fabric..it all has special meaning to me...heck, I've got this years BD cards hanging all over the place...Why? They will eventually come down but they make me feel good. Some of those cards are from people I've never met...yet they took the time to remember me, when closer friends hadn't. I'm not very good at remembering either, although I'd like to get more organized and remember each and every special person in my life...it just hasn't happened, and I doubt at this stage of my life ,if it ever will.
I really do not even get much time of the computer...if I did I could at least send messages that way..When did life get so darned busy...Aren't we supposed to slow up when we hit a certain age? What exactly is that age ?
For those of you reading this today...What the hell are you doing here when you should be celebrating??? Thanks for being here and know that I'll probably think of you today....Happy St. Patricks Day !!!

